♥ Wednesday, January 9, 2008

hello. this is my first post.
never tot i would create my own blog. now i finally did it. dont really know what it is for though.. life really sux when u have no one to talk to.

im shouting. shouting so loud. but no one hears me. it sux to be alone.

im on a lonely road, a lonely road that no one ever known. dont know where it goes, but it seems to me that im all alone.

im in the longkang of broken dreams.

kk. let me recall wad happen today.

today. 9th of january. wednesday. just like any other wednesday of my life.

the happiest thing that happened to me today, was my experience with WII. simply cool. technology rocks.

on my way home, thru out the entire journey, which took me one and a half hour to reach home, i was thinking of lots of stuff. they just came to me. i dont wanna tink of them. but i cant.

anyone ever thought:

is it logical to sacrifice ur ownself, for one u love. even though, the chances of obtaining what u truely want is almost like finding a needle in a haystack. are u willing to take time off doing your own assignment which is dued in a very short amount of time, to help someone you really like? i mean. i would. wouldnt u?

even though i know,

she didn't like me, she don't like me, she doesn't like me, she won't like me, she will never like me.

i tried my best. into making her not to quit.
i tried my best. into thinking things would turn out the way i wanted.
i tried my best. or could it be better?

i dont think anyone know how it feels. to feel like a failure. wad u did didnt help at all. you jus wasted ur time. making u have less time to finish ur projects. projects that you dont know how to do and haven even started. for a person like me, i nv fail to hand in my work on time. i make sure that even i dont really know how to do, i will make sure i do it before the deadline and hand in on time. but its like even if i spent a lot of my time helping her, it wont work out.

have u ever loved someone, so much, it makes u cry?
have u ever needed something, so bad, u cant sleep at night?
have u ever tried to find the words, but they dont come out right?
have u ever closed ur eyes, and dream that she was there?

well. its obvious that she wont like me. perhaps im jus thinking too much. and hoping for things tat will nv happen.. but i really like her. when im with her, its a feeling that no one gave me. my heart jus melts when im with her or talking to her. my mind goes totally blank and lose control of my words. i noe if i lose this chance, it will be hard to come by another girl like you.

There are 2 reasons why i wake up in the morning: my alarm clock and YOU.

so many things i wanna say. but i dont wanna tink too much. this is afterall, my first post.bahs. i shall continue next time.

-ming-
-signing off with the song Obviously by McFly-

"Obviously"
Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.
She's got a boyfriend
He drives me round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me
But so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her
.Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now.
yeahOff to L.A and that's where I'll stay,
for two years.
I'll put it behind me(I'll put it behind me)
Go to a place where she can't find me,

oh.'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time'
Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her
.No, no
Never will be good enough for her
She's outta my hands
And I never know where I stand
Cos I'm not good enough for her
He's good enough for her (for her, for her)
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her

never ever letting you go ): Y

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