♥ Monday, September 28, 2009

tml getting money lo!!! woohoo! then can give all the money to deardear. then she dun have to work so hard lurhs >.<

oh yea.. F1 race over le. not that exciting. if only got more crashes. then very fun! haha..

ytd tried to install windows 7 on my desktop. erm. couldnt even install. my desktop didnt have dvd drive. so i tried many patterns. i change my harddisk into a "cd" drive. i tot it could work but then it turned out it did not. instead, i couldnt boot into my normal windows anymore. then i had to reformat it >.< !!! emo. back to xp. tink im gonna get a dvd drive after i get the money! wooo~

thelove<3

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9:54 AM

♥ Thursday, September 24, 2009

today get back results. sians. tinking of which makes me so.. hais. nvm.

today went to sku at 2pm to study for scjp. together with yu they all, "study" le 3 hours. actually is 1 hour eat. half hour decide what to buy to eat. then the rest study. hahaha.. then we manage to finish one chapter! woohoo!

nothing much leh... today darling bad mood.. me oso bad mood. hmmpfx.. sian sian whole day. sian sian whole night.

next week chalet liao! busy week.

tml going to sku again for scjp lesson. hope i can score well got scjp.. very stress. like v hard sio >.<

darling say i ekopwols!!!

okok. finish liao~
mwarks~ darling i love you x333

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1:37 AM

♥ Sunday, September 20, 2009

wa. today i realise something i never felt before.
do people know that they should be careful with their words? do you?
because what you say might not be what others might think.
or maybe the way you say it may sound different from the other's perspective?
possibly is because i haven been communicating with people that much for quite long.
the most i have been doing is talking to my computer.
so maybe i have forgotten that point that what i say it must go through my big brain.

i admit that sometimes i say things, i just say it. i dont wanna care how i say it. i just wanna get it over with asap. and that's the point where words can go wrong. even though the idea is there. what are these adults thinking?

well this is the first time it happened to me. have seen it happened with other people before. and i will remember it for quite long.

it was last week. i forgot which day. either tuesday or wednesday. me, my deardear and kheelly was planning to give the ink station guy a visit, at bugis. so on the way, i tot deardear could want a haircut so i decided to give my auntie a visit as she was a hairstylist and beauty salon person. so i brought deardear there and entered and then because i was short of words, and the reason that we hardly spoke, i didnt really found the right words to speak. it was extremely awkward. because deardear dint come in with me, she didnt hear what i said. what i said was :

"Hello. Eh, 你会剪头发吗？我的朋友要剪头发，你可以帮他见吗？"

so maybe something went wrong here. i didnt know until tonight. after they all talked about it, my parents told me on the way home from my grandma hse.
because my first sentence was to ask her whether she knew how to cut, she was dam pissed. in fact, very angry. she told her husband, my uncle, and today everyone know about it, i think. it seems that none of everyone else seemed to bother about this except for her. maybe she dun really noe me? and wad i say sometime can be really off? i dont know what to say anymore. or maybe this isnt the part where she was pissed off. because deardear was shy, she didnt want to cut her hair there. so i turned back in and say sorry, she duwan cut liao. and went off. and i got say BYE BYE ok. maybe she was pissed off about this? whatever is it, i dont wanna care anymore. things will change from now on. i will be more careful with what i say to her. or perhaps i wont even be talking to her.

this thing got me so fan-ed the whole journey home. i was hungry one, but after i heard it i suddenly no appetite. i was like: WTF?! i got nothing more to say.

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today's been a tiring day. feel sick. my sister oso sick. deardear oso sick. whole day not feeling well.. hais.. why did the flu hit me.. i hate to be sick. everything jus dun feel right. going sleep soon le bahs.

my love for you will never disappear.
pls tell me the same..
iloveyou x3

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12:12 AM

♥ Saturday, September 19, 2009

today went to yukang house play guitar. deardear follow for a while nia jus to play dog. then she went singing with her FC FRIENDS. then me and yu play guitar the whole day. dam sian de. play so long dint really finish one whole song. our aim was to complete one song, at least. lols. like not easy sias.

after that wanted to go out eat dinner one, but then his mama and papa was eating dinner at chompchomp so they dapao-ed for us. wa. got satay. so nice. lols. from 8+ eat until 9. then go home. wa so late hor. haha. yah.

thats about it. nothing much to say.
feel sick now. i tink going sleep soon.
tml going pei dardar go work. hope she will be happy.

theloves<3

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12:41 AM

♥ Tuesday, September 15, 2009

maybe this is the obstacle where that is needed to test the strength of the bond that we have. will the bond be strong enuff to withstand the hit?

im blank.

do u noe u r the most fortunate girl in the world? cos u get such a kind and gentle and nice and handsome and attractive laogong like me. hehehe.. shy.. arent u glad we arent like the others? we never quarreled. i hope we can stay like this forever :D

iloveyou x3
-theunspokened

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2:32 AM

♥ Wednesday, September 9, 2009

the time is almost 3am. im still awake. and BLOGGING!
can u believe it. so late liao.
time have changed, i mus adapt to deardear's lifestyle~
gambateh!

today has TKL lunch at japanese resteruant in RiverView Hotel. dam nice place. very high class. eat quite a lot. altho i haven really full, the rest already chui. so must go liao. lols..

after that went to find deardear and dapao my ai xin wu can for deardear :D
and the end.

deardear
iloveyou<3

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2:45 AM

♥ Friday, September 4, 2009

today is friday.
went for meeting with TKL. the boss.
tot got very minor things to discuss. but then he brought up so many changes that he want. twice as much as the start of the project. altho got lots of work. he offered more time and more payment. ok bah..

hais. its my first time trying to work and earn money from doing this kind of work. never tried it. always thought it was easy and would earn as much as those normal work out there. like retail or whatsoever. for once i would be earning money for what i enjoy doing. it sucks. it jus makes me have no time for myself. for me to spend with my darling. im so vexed. i shouldnt have took up the project. then i can have the whole holiday to spend. now. too late. if quit now, no money get, teammate will sio. everything gone. zzzz. idk wad to do now.

Dear Kelly,

What should i do?
LOL.

how sia.. how am i going to survive the next sem. when i will be working everyday. no time!!! zzz. will it all fade away? :(

willyoustillloveme?

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5:21 PM

♥ Thursday, September 3, 2009

finalizing the jedi project.
jus sented him.
hope it wont come back again >.<

today went to watch. WHERE GOT GHOST!
its soso only lor. not very nice i felt.
not scary one leh. got a bit lame oso. hahaha.. dunno how deardear so scared about it. lols
so watch le we go shopping and look for jedi's present. not to forget ervins present.
jedi de done le. but we forgot to settle ervin's de. cos duno wad he like. so haven buy. but jus now i sighted one which we might be buying. hahaha.. shall see wad their decisions lo.

tml going running again. hope i improve.. a bit a bit >.< lol..

happy 1year5monthsary my darling~
我爱你1314<3

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12:57 AM

♥ Wednesday, September 2, 2009

been busy these few days. projects after projects. its already holiday! zzzz. but its ok. its for the money. its worth it.

doing the APEE competition website. aka. the jedi project. lol. finalising some of the things they want to change. very simple stuff. maybe will finish tonight. not to mention. got another $100!!! hahahaha!!! divide by 3 of cos. hehehe.. money money~ gonna buy deardear things liao :D

tml going to watch movie with everyone! yay~ hope its gonna be fun!

i love you! <3

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12:22 AM