back from chalet. finally. miss her so much =x haish..
here's something i found interesting.
HOW GIRLS FLIRT:
1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name. 2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny. 3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you. 4. She touches your arm when she talks to you. 5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face. 6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested. 7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you. 8. She criticizes you on a girl you like. 9. You catch her staring at you. 10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you. 11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot. 12. She knows your phone number and address. ( stalker much? ) 13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible
HOW GUYS FLIRT:
1. He stares at you alot. 2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting ) 3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you 4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that day she picked you up from school. 5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone. 6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process 7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk. 8. You hung up on him. He called you back. 9. You were invited by him to a group outing. 10. He called you to talk about nothing at all. 11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you laugh even harder... 12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation 13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes. 14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, KNEES,ect.)
never ever letting you go ):
Y
11:09 PM
♥ Sunday, February 24, 2008
i couldn't sleep last night. my pillow is too wet.
never ever letting you go ):
Y
9:44 AM
♥ Saturday, February 23, 2008
holding your hand, is like touching the sky. impossible .
never ever letting you go ):
Y
11:02 PM
♥ Friday, February 22, 2008
yay. restringed my guitar. long wanted to. bought strings and went fren house. we restring together. his own guitar and my own. so fun. haha.. i tot restring le wont so pain. but its still the same.. finger pain sial..
had been playing the same song for the whole day yesterday. its a song i long wanted to be able to play on the guitar. obviously, its not easy. i tot keep listening can make me understand the strumming pattern. in the end, i got sick of the song. =.= sians.. so hard.. but i wont give up. (:
-he's got everything that i got to life without -he better hold her tight -give her all the love -look into her beautiful eyes -and know he's lucky cos.. -she's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.
never ever letting you go ):
Y
10:50 AM
♥ Monday, February 18, 2008
monday. a start of another sian week. why cant sku jus start?!!! i wanna study!! T.T
sians...
today. chated with wen.. whole night. whole night ok! haha.. all the way until i wan go sleep. he's really good. i mean. pro. super zai in this kind of thing. i feel so noob. sians.. when i heard wad he said, i totally sian diao. feel like i wasnt ready for this shit. feel like cfm lock myself up in my room for 2 days. X.X
it feels like.. im playing soccer. and participating in the world cup. with many other countries. i really wanna win the cup. but it looks to me like im playing in team singapore. sigh.. i will never be able to reach the goal. ppl will just step on me and climb towards the goal while i fall behind.
haish..
altho i cant live without you, many others cant too. thats why we have drugs. LOL. no la jkjk.. but the fact is that, the day i can hold your hand, will be the day i die. if that is really true, i dun wanna live.
haish...
every night.. when i cant sleep.. i take my phone.. and stare at pixels. pixels of you. and cry myself to sleep.
sians.. long time no write so much.. i guess tonight, he triggered my emoness. and brought me closer to not realising my dream. haish..
bye .
-when you're gone -the pieces of my heart are missing you
never ever letting you go ):
Y
11:57 PM
♥ Sunday, February 17, 2008
was i getting a lil overboard? was i a bit too much? was i a pain?
haish.
- she drives me crazy, drives me wild. - but im jus helpless when she smiles .
never ever letting you go ):
Y
8:34 PM
♥ Friday, February 15, 2008
you changed my life,
and i hope you will be part of it. (:
If you just realize What I just realized That we'd be perfect for each other And we'll never find another Just realize What I just realized
never ever letting you go ):
Y
9:47 PM
♥ Wednesday, February 13, 2008
i was very tempted.
but i can't.
she's just a friend.
bye .
never ever letting you go ):
Y
7:16 PM
♥ Sunday, February 10, 2008
for some reason i cant access blogger ytd night. so had to post today.
sigh.. why does this chinese new year feel so long.. dam boring la.
bleahs..
i really wish i can play with u. i wan to. but den... you've got him. and i got nobody. so im stuck to playing myself. even tho the reason i started, was you.
that feeling sux man.
ytd...(which is 2 days before today), that bugger played a trick on me. damn it man. i noe i have no rights to complain. but that sucked totally. 发刻游 la. 甘你那. screw up my day. thanks man. (:
never ever letting you go ):
Y
10:35 AM
♥ Saturday, February 9, 2008
everyday mus post something. today duno wad to say.
lazy list out all the things i done.
ijustmissyou . ):
never ever letting you go ):
Y
1:08 AM
♥ Thursday, February 7, 2008
today is chinese new year. is it?
it dint felt like it.
damn it. something is wrong. something was missing. the whole feel wasnt there. maybe the something that was missing.. is u?
haish..
whole day go around ppl house shake hands, collect ang pao to finish my quest. a lot of them i not very close de. except for some of cos.. its really weird how we have to do this every year.
so many ang paos. normally first thing that ppl would do would be open them up and count the money right?
nah. i dint bother. so wad if i had money? money can't buy me ur love. i dun wan anything else. haish. xin nian le still tink so much. bth myself. xin nian must forget everything ma.. jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai. but i jus cant forget u.
-me- -signing off at 11.19pm on chinese new year-
never ever letting you go ):
Y
11:12 PM
♥ Wednesday, February 6, 2008
its new year tml. why is it that this year's new year is like so dull, boring.
maybe becos im having a headache and duno wad everything is going on.
sians.. feel so blur right now.. tml duno how to pray year.. jialat..
sucks to be sick. dang.
if only u would lovemethewaythatiloveyou. bye .
hi again. happy cny blog.
wth can? i talk to u nicely u come gl me. wtf la. wad u say ppl see le oso will buay song la. always my bad la.
haish..
wonderful start of a new year.
bye again .
never ever letting you go ):
Y
5:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, February 5, 2008
wtf man. always must be my fault la. wad i do this time. i jus wan to play with u. liddat oso cant ah? i duno wad happen la. but im sure i dint say anything that offended u.
fuck it man.
never ever letting you go ):
Y
1:48 PM
♥ Sunday, February 3, 2008
you're on my heart, just like a tattoo. i have to remove you somehow. i'll just have to stab myself with a knife at my chest. and then start scraping you off on the surface of my heart.
sunday. bye.
never ever letting you go ):
Y
10:11 PM
♥ Saturday, February 2, 2008
saturday. pretty interesting saturday. normally, on saturdays, i dont do much. but today. its diff.
i went to pc bunk today. yea. its my first time. the first thing that came to my mind was "WOW". i never knew pc bunk was liddat. really unexpected. the ppl there are gay man... i saw one person playing 3542 techno party beatup. no miss man. that was totally awesome. and that person was a girl! a girl! i nv paid much attention tho.. waaa... the ppl there... i nv thought ppl playing maple and audi is liddat one.. all so pai kia style one.. haish
i guess im nothing compared to the guys out there. they have everyting that i do not have. jus by going to bunk. i can tell. i dint noe i was such a nerd. no one will ever like me. haish... i walk down orchard like an idiot. everywhere i oso duno. haish. i'll never be good enough for u. haish...
but it's empty. bye .
never ever letting you go ):
Y
10:56 PM
♥
friday. TGIF.
aish... couldnt stand it at home. went out with frens. play pool the whole night. without my frens. i tink i will die at home.
saw a girl at the pool there. she looked a lot like her.. her hair.. long.. straight.. she wore a white jacket. very similiar to her's. too bad it wasnt her. she didnt had her smell. the smell tat took me away. guess i'm missing her too much.
its 12.30am now. cant sleep. sighs..
bye.
never ever letting you go ):
Y
12:27 AM
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