♥ Thursday, October 30, 2008

i dont wan to care about anything anymore. or i'll jus end up the same. broken. i'll jus do whatever u say so we will live happily ever after :D haha..
this is wad a guy should do right? i should be happy with what i have. i shallnt complain~~ woohoo~
sometimes i jus wanna feel loved and cared for. maybe its too much for me to ask.

wooo. crazy day. fly here fly there fly fly everywhere. hahaha. happy wedding mang guo. duno is called wedding or wad. anyways~ the idea is there. haha.. so romantic. the room specially made for this kind of event. haha. took lots of pictures and even a video. hmmm.. when is it our turn dear? =x hahahahhaha..

tml deardear going to see doctor le. i mean for her lappy!!! LOL. she not sick la ok. zzz. anyways. that day dint go see doctor cos doctor not free, dint reply her sms. si doctor ;x oops. ahahhaa! hope deardear's lappy tml can fix then can play game le~ woohoo! jiayous doctor ! :DD

haha.. going in to play audi with deardear le. she mus be inside bahs.. dint reply my sms. sobbies.. haha. but nvm. going to find her now~ hehe.. byebye blog. =]]

i dont wanna force you. i dont wan you to be unhappy. i wan you to keep ur smiles 24 hours 7 days a week. =]]

you changed my life, can i change yours?
i love you! mwarks!

never ever letting you go ): Y

9:33 PM

♥ Tuesday, October 28, 2008

was all my fault. doing things without remember what i did. sigh. suddenly rmb wad are the problems i have caused to many people. something terrible happened a week before and its all becos of me. tinking of the past, reminds me of the 4by1 race i had. and its all my fault. im sorry to everyone . =[[

ytd went to orchard to send my phone for servicing (byebye phoney >.<). and yea, ask my larbi to accompany me. thanks for the days my dear. =]] went to see high school musical 3. hahas.. wasnt too bad. wasnt really much attention actually. =x lalalala. and then we went to eat yoshinoya. lol. wasnt that bad too. jap food. oh well ;x accompanied my darling home after that. hope u really had fun.. though i am not such a entertaining person =[[

tml my darling's lappy is going to undergo medical checkup~ haha~ finally! hope can fix everything tml. then can play with her le.. >.< so sian play with myself. then see they 2 playing with each other so nice =x oops. haha.. tml oso happy day! very little lesson! and all the lesson same with deardear~ woohoo~ hahahaha! happy! :D

iloveyou my sweetest darling <3

never ever letting you go ): Y

10:27 PM

♥ Friday, October 24, 2008

damaged.

back to the place where i stood and where all things changed. time heals all wound but never fail to leave a scar.
i cant force u. hais.

you are too important for me to lose.
LOVES wifey <3 iloveyou =]]

never ever letting you go ): Y

11:16 PM

♥ Tuesday, October 21, 2008

i really dun wan it to be this way. i wanted everyone to be happy and maybe get over some misunderstandings. i wan everything to go back to the way they were before. i wan to see u happy. i wan to see u smile. ur smile the night before couldnt get out of my mind. will everything turn out to be like usual? i must have been such a f***ing busybody. if i jus mind my own business, everything would have already been alright. its all my fault. im sorry my darling. i jus wan to see ur smile again. cos without ur smile, my day seems to become night. i dun like to see u so down. thats why im trying to make everything right. i've learnt my lesson. i dun wan it to end this way.

i love you no matter what my dear. you're the only one i've got.

never ever letting you go ): Y

8:48 PM

♥ Monday, October 20, 2008

its all my fault. im sorry darling. i caused all these. i should jus disappear.

never ever letting you go ): Y

9:38 PM

♥ Sunday, October 19, 2008

why cant i be jus like a normal person. trying hard but dint work. will try harder. maybe one day i wont even think of it. and maybe lose the feeling of it. jiayous.

uhhhs. sunday morning. wake up nothing to do. darling no online. me so sian. i wan play with beebee T.T must wait till monday then can see her. hais.. still got so long. ahhhhhhhhhhh. i miss eu.! =[[

my skin is getting worse and worse. i dunno how to stop it. hais. so er xin already.. next time must everyday wear long pants? :(

iloveyou my dear =]]

never ever letting you go ): Y

11:16 AM

♥ Wednesday, October 15, 2008

some people i just cant hate. haish.

u're my everything.
i'll love you forever. =]]

never ever letting you go ): Y

10:52 PM

♥ Monday, October 13, 2008

first day of school. dint noe why time passed so slowly. dint see my darling the whole morning until 4pm. sian de. sibei miss her nahs >.< after sku darling went to police station make police report with lostsheep. haha. after that went jp for dinner . then go home le lor..

haish.
my darling. im sorry.. =[[ im trying..

iloveyou<3

never ever letting you go ): Y

10:57 PM

♥ Sunday, October 12, 2008

it just doesnt seem to work. i can see it getting worse. hais. what should i do..? =[[

loves<3

never ever letting you go ): Y

9:25 PM

♥ Friday, October 10, 2008

stood there. stared up at the night sky. looking at stars. seemed like my wish wont come true. today is the last day of holiday. wished u were right there by my side. i've been tinking a lot since u're gone. i better stop.

haish.

anyways, today went to find beebee and go play lan with her and frens. haha. so fun sia. play audi and cs. dear dear de cs oso qiang de wor! hahas.. u r the best, darling <3>.< lol. then walk back to jp and go home lor. haha. was waiting on train for something to happen. sadded. emo all the way. think too much. lol...

wish that i have the chance to really talk to u. not jus like normal. but really deep talk. duno how to describe la. but the idea is there. lol. so many things are more than words could say. i jus duno how to say it. oso cant say here. no more meaning le. haish.

thinktoomuch-ing

no matter what,
i will love you with all my heart <3

never ever letting you go ): Y

9:52 PM

♥ Wednesday, October 8, 2008

i must do it!

today went eat yukiyaki . celebrate bdae for 4 birthday guys and girls. ahh. too bad dint eat icecream. went too late. wasted. haha. nvm. still will have next time bah i guess.

hais. how i wish everyone looked the same. so nobody will noe who is good looking or bad looking. nobody will be ugly. i jus feel so inferior. am i making u look bad with u're with me?

你就像那朵鲜花插着这个牛粪上。

but anyhow, or anyway,
i'll love you till i die. =]]

never ever letting you go ): Y

10:43 PM

♥ Tuesday, October 7, 2008

i can do it ! =]]

woaini~

never ever letting you go ): Y

9:05 PM

♥ Monday, October 6, 2008

waaa. finally got time to on com. worked for 2 days. not tired la. not tired at all. ;x haha.. im still alive la. can la. lol.

going to choose gems. so excited. but worried oso. what if not enuff space. cant same class with larbee >.< will so sad.. hais..

tml going to the scjp thingy again. ahhhhhh. no time to rest. sadded...

i feel im the luckiest guy on earth.
i shall not complain. =]]
iloveyou <3

never ever letting you go ): Y

10:50 PM

♥ Friday, October 3, 2008

it has been 183 days. 6 months. hehe. so happy. =]]
happy 6th month larbee~

when to find deardear today. watch Connected. haha. not bad la. 紧张又刺激。 haha.
bought some stuff for my dearest darling. altho small small stuff nia, but i hope u like it. =]]

im the luckiest of them all. =]]
iloveyou with all my heart <3

never ever letting you go ): Y

10:58 PM