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♥ Friday, January 18, 2008

great. this is the 10th post. so long already. have been posting daily.

TGIF. but.. a friday where i stay at home the whole day and mourn over myself.

i really wanna ask her out. but i noe.. its hardly possible. she nv failed to disappoint me. i guess i'll jus have to queue in line in the long long line of ppl trying to ask her out. proberbly nv be my turn.

I JUST WANNA STOP! WHY CANT I STOP!?

im alone at home. i jus scream.

last night. i dint noe wad happen. i was uber awake. i couldnt sleep. i thought of my past. and cried. literally cried. the amount of water that flowed out of my eyes was much more than the water i shed for her. i dint noe why. i was so fucking emotional ytd night. with so many things trying to squeeze into my head,i can barely hear myself. who am i? i am nobody.

4 more days to end of year exam. i feel nothing. emptiness. never had i been so bochap about exam. my studies was totally overcame by love. totally. i could think of nothing more than her. i lost my feeling. i lost my touch. im numb. i've become so numb i cant feel anything there. everyday i jus wanna go out. i cant study. i jus wanna go out with her. only her. i jus wanna :

F O R G E T
F O R G E T
F O R G E T
F O R G E T
F O R G E T
F O R G E T
F O R G E T
F O R G E T
F O R G E T
F O R G E T
F O R G E T
F O R G E T
F O R G E T



is it so hard? the more one tries to forget, the more one remembers.


post number 10. a different post. no song. no nothing. goodbye world.


-me-
-signing off, for now-



im here again. to post this photo. 11 man!! woohoo. so high. hah




yea... its 9.32pm. woo. night time le. time flies man. friday night. 4 more days to exam. GG-ed.

today is a special day. if today did not exist, i wouldnt be here.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

woohoo. im so fortunate. when i tink of wad a family i have, i get so emotional. its really a blessing from god. when everything doesnt work out for me. when everyone jus ignore me. i tink about my family. when no one else wanted me, they did. they cared for me. even tho she didnt wan me, my family did. so, im going to work on this concept. and never be sad again. (i try).

alright. time to audi.



-iSTILLmissYOU-
-me-
-signing off again at 9.37pm-

never ever letting you go ): Y

12:24 PM