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♥ Thursday, January 17, 2008

thursday. wee.

jus reached home. 10pm. pretty good day.

do cleaning up for smit clubroom. bo bian.. have to go.. go there slack and see girls lor. haha =x

sigh.. still super sad. i feel im not good enough as other guys out there. there are so many things which i do not have. everything i might never have. the qualities that i lack, straightforwardly differentiate me from everyone else. i got nothing to say..

haish..

是你的，就是你的。不是你的，就不是你的。

mango, sounds familiar?

sighs.. there's some things i cant change. (somethings that money cant buy. for everything else, there's mastercard. xD). mian qian shi mei you xin fu de.. T.T

i duno why i said that. proberbly. to make myself happy for a few seconds. that would be enough.

haish..

i tink abt the day when she would call me. jus to chat. altho it was only once.. but.. no more le. maybe im jus too over-something..over--..... over-.. over wad ah.. aiya.. jus too bothered about her. (suddenly cnt tink of that word). yea. maybe thats why.

haish..

even though i tried my best to forget. jus forgetting itself. jus trying to lose the feeling. whenever im with her, it all jus come back. and it goes back to square 1 and makes me uber sad again. i put a no-entry sign le. but they still come back. stupid la. fuck.zzzzzzzzz.

bleahs. duwan continue.

If I had the letters "HRT", I can add "EA" to get a "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". But I'd rather choose "U" and get "HURT" than have a "HEART" without "U".



You're on my heart, just like a tattoo.

-me-
-signing off with Tattoo by Jordin Sparks-

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

[Chorus]

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)

[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

[Chorus x2]

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you



never ever letting you go ): Y

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