♥ Friday, January 11, 2008

超喜欢你！！！！！！！！！！！！！

yea.. number 3. happy birthday blog! u r now three days old!

sigh. things jus cant seem to get any better.

yiming, why do u like to lie to urself? very fun issit. why do u still do it even though it hurts. deep down, u noe she doesn't. why. why are u telling urself she likes u.? life sucks man. seems like she will never be mine.

i tried so hard and got so far.. but in the end.. it doesnt even matter..

im someone who is easily jealous. it sucks to feel jealous. everything u see and hear and know will make ur heart sour. when i see her with someone else... i jus really wanna put my head down, look on the floor, and walk away. i know she isnt my gf or anything.. but.. forgetting her aint gonna be that easy for me. i'll just lie myself out.. everytime i see it.. i pretend not to see or hear anything. maybe this isnt right.. but.. the feeling u gave me when im with u.. i cant describe.simply. cant say anything about it. i jus wanna stay right beside u.

sigh..

i wonder which part of her did i fell for.. y is it that i always fall for someone who has lots of guy frens. jealousy nv stopped.

like people say.. love is blind.

i jus hope i would jus stop lying to myself and move on with my life. sick and tired of crying over girls. i jus wanna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee D:

enuff le la. more i say the more i wanna disappear from this world.

-me-
-signing off with the song When I'm With You by westlife-

When I’m with you
When I’m with you
When I’m with you you you
You.. when I’m with you

What good’s a memory
Without you there with me
The morning sun ain’t the same
Without you here
You are the summer breeze
The wind blowing through the trees
You make the loneliness
All just disappear

Nothing replaces your touch
Never stop believing in us
They try to break us
But we stand strong in love
They’ll be no distance too far
I gotta be where you are (right where you are)

I don’t wanna face this world alone
Without you by my side
You’re the only one
That makes it feel like home
And I need you in my life
When you’re not around I’m feeling
Like a piece of me is missing
When it feels like the day is closing in
Somehow I find the faith
To make it through
When I’m with you
When I’m with you
When I’m with you you you
You.. when I’m with you

What’s a photograph
If you’re not in the other half
Why even dream
If I’m not dreaming of you
You make me a better man
Promise I’ll do all I can
Your love keeps me bringing me
Closer to the truth

Nothing replaces your touch
Never stop believing in us
They try to break us
But we stand strong in love
They’ll be no distance too far
I gotta be where you are (right where you are)

I don’t wanna face this world alone
Without you by my side
You’re the only one
That makes it feel like home
And I need you in my life
When you’re not around I’m feeling
Like a piece of me is missing
When it feels like the day is closing in
Somehow I find the faith
To make it through

[these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com]
When I’m with you
When I’m with you
When I’m with you you you
You.. when I’m with you

When I’m with you
When I’m with you
When I’m with you you you
You.. when I’m with you

Hey

I questioned whether time or fate
Would ever show me a sign
The moment I saw you
That’s when I knew
I feel it when I’m with you

I don’t wanna face this world alone
Without you by my side
You’re the only one
That makes it feel like home
And I need you in my life
When you’re not around I’m feeling
Like a piece of me is missing
When it feels like the day is closing in
Somehow I find the faith
To make it through
When I’m with you
When I’m with you
When I’m with you you you
You.. when I’m with you

When I’m with you
When I’m with you
When I’m with you you you
When I’m with you

never ever letting you go ): Y

9:12 PM