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♥ Monday, February 18, 2008

monday. a start of another sian week. why cant sku jus start?!!! i wanna study!! T.T

sians...

today. chated with wen.. whole night. whole night ok! haha.. all the way until i wan go sleep. he's really good. i mean. pro. super zai in this kind of thing. i feel so noob. sians.. when i heard wad he said, i totally sian diao. feel like i wasnt ready for this shit. feel like cfm lock myself up in my room for 2 days. X.X

it feels like.. im playing soccer. and participating in the world cup. with many other countries. i really wanna win the cup. but it looks to me like im playing in team singapore. sigh.. i will never be able to reach the goal. ppl will just step on me and climb towards the goal while i fall behind.

haish..

altho i cant live without you, many others cant too. thats why we have drugs. LOL. no la jkjk.. but the fact is that, the day i can hold your hand, will be the day i die. if that is really true, i dun wanna live.

haish...

every night.. when i cant sleep.. i take my phone.. and stare at pixels. pixels of you. and cry myself to sleep.


sians.. long time no write so much.. i guess tonight, he triggered my emoness. and brought me closer to not realising my dream. haish..



bye .


-when you're gone
-the pieces of my heart are missing you

never ever letting you go ): Y

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