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♥ Saturday, April 12, 2008

was i right.? all this was jus temporary? cos i dun feel it from u anymore. not the same as before. a week ago, everything was different. very different. i wish i could go back to last week and stayed there forever. are u doing it on purpose? to make me lose my feel? these few days had been really hard for me. i was lost. i didn't know where i was going. when i went out for dinner ytd night, my body was there but my soul wasnt. i was moodless. ppl tok to me have to repeat second time before they get my attention. i spoke little. proberbly a few words throughout the whole dinner. i wasn't there at all. my life was taken away. i gave u my life. becos i wan to be in ur life. it hurts. leaving behind a scar. a deep one. i seriously have lost faith in myself. i dont wan to feel like this. i wish u would be the same girl i knew again. u dont know how much u mean to me. i think too much. i oso think so. i have to stop thinking of what isnt happening right now. i jus cant stop tinking! "wad if this" and "wad if that". wad if that was kiss goodbye? wad am i going to do. i cant breathe without u. pls dun let go. ):

never ever letting you go ): Y

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