♥ Sunday, September 20, 2009

wa. today i realise something i never felt before.
do people know that they should be careful with their words? do you?
because what you say might not be what others might think.
or maybe the way you say it may sound different from the other's perspective?
possibly is because i haven been communicating with people that much for quite long.
the most i have been doing is talking to my computer.
so maybe i have forgotten that point that what i say it must go through my big brain.

i admit that sometimes i say things, i just say it. i dont wanna care how i say it. i just wanna get it over with asap. and that's the point where words can go wrong. even though the idea is there. what are these adults thinking?

well this is the first time it happened to me. have seen it happened with other people before. and i will remember it for quite long.

it was last week. i forgot which day. either tuesday or wednesday. me, my deardear and kheelly was planning to give the ink station guy a visit, at bugis. so on the way, i tot deardear could want a haircut so i decided to give my auntie a visit as she was a hairstylist and beauty salon person. so i brought deardear there and entered and then because i was short of words, and the reason that we hardly spoke, i didnt really found the right words to speak. it was extremely awkward. because deardear dint come in with me, she didnt hear what i said. what i said was :

"Hello. Eh, 你会剪头发吗？我的朋友要剪头发，你可以帮他见吗？"

so maybe something went wrong here. i didnt know until tonight. after they all talked about it, my parents told me on the way home from my grandma hse.
because my first sentence was to ask her whether she knew how to cut, she was dam pissed. in fact, very angry. she told her husband, my uncle, and today everyone know about it, i think. it seems that none of everyone else seemed to bother about this except for her. maybe she dun really noe me? and wad i say sometime can be really off? i dont know what to say anymore. or maybe this isnt the part where she was pissed off. because deardear was shy, she didnt want to cut her hair there. so i turned back in and say sorry, she duwan cut liao. and went off. and i got say BYE BYE ok. maybe she was pissed off about this? whatever is it, i dont wanna care anymore. things will change from now on. i will be more careful with what i say to her. or perhaps i wont even be talking to her.

this thing got me so fan-ed the whole journey home. i was hungry one, but after i heard it i suddenly no appetite. i was like: WTF?! i got nothing more to say.

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today's been a tiring day. feel sick. my sister oso sick. deardear oso sick. whole day not feeling well.. hais.. why did the flu hit me.. i hate to be sick. everything jus dun feel right. going sleep soon le bahs.

my love for you will never disappear.
pls tell me the same..
iloveyou x3

never ever letting you go ): Y

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