now that i know it was me who cause you to change, what exactly did i do?what could be so devastating that made u gave up all the times we spend for the past almost 2 years? im just dying to find out.
i thought you knew how much pain i was suffering.
i thought you cared about me.
just when i thought we were going to last.
i feel like killing myself right now. i cant take anymore of this.
what am i supposed to do now?
what is this now?
what are we?
nothing?
i prayed for 2 days. hoping you would come back. but things arent looking good now.
i really wish we could talk it out... i've lost everything. my soul, my heart. even my appetite. im looking down on the floor wherever i went.
can you pls... tell me? i beg you...